Update!!

What's new? Hehehe... not much.. even myself don't know where to start... blogging skill yg tak seberapa getting rusty now...

Where to start... OK la let's start with my kids.

NISA

• Big sister for her brother and sister
• Shall start standard 1 soon. 
• Progressing well in her study but can she had a problem in Bahasa... vey berterabur.. very rojak... I need to buy more Malay books or mag for her...
  

NAJAH

• She really act as a second child
• Stubborn but very tough person
  
• Love block builder rather than cartoon or books
• Careless to learn ABC. Very not interested to her. She rather take a block for her to show her creative ways to build the things.
• I rather follow her steps at this mo. Will see next year progress
• Love her baby brother very much and play well with him.

 FAHIM

• Really active boy at 8 months old
  
• Can stand momentarily without support . 
• Eats a lot.. less milk nowadays
• A lots of Chinese especially woman misjudge him as Chinese boy. Especially after we cut his hair to military cut. :-)
• Really love to play and will enjoy older kids to play with toys
• Only want to sleep with mummy or bibiks. Kat atas lengan lak tuh... isk isk isk...
  
• Cut his first tooth at 6 months old. Now already had 3 teeth.

MOI

• Almost 6 months working with new role but still same company
• No longer in Technical group. I'm now officially presales lady to ensure business continuity. Needs to learn new accounting & business term everyday. 
• Sometimes quite stressful job especially during quarter or year end account closing. 
• But still love the job. My weekend is FREE from unnecessary call.
• I'm now losing 7 kgs compare to my prepregnancy weight. Thanks to breastfeeding. This is one of the motivation facto why I'm still breastfed my baby. I need to work out to makes my physical looks more errr... fit?.
• My new addiction is planting vege/eadible pokoks in the pots.. so far sawi grow very well. Last for 3 cooks... cili api/cili burung in 4 pots... because bibik ate them like ulam.... 1 pot pokok kemangi.... and also 1 pot limau kasturi.... new plant that still in progress to date is kangkung & timun jepun... :-)

Apa lagi... I think that's all for this moment... Salam Maal Hijrah & Happy new year to All ...

Hmmm...

Its true that you can be pregnant for 9 months but the clock ticking slowly when approaching last date and you cannot wait anymore.

Have a mental note exchange with baby just now:

Me: Dear baby, almost everybody anxiously to see you. Can you come out today?

Baby: Dear Mama, have decided not to make my way so soon. Feels nice and safe, even though getting a little cramped here. After all, I did enjoy myself with a good food that you share with me.

Me: Dear baby. You cannot stay in there forever.

Baby: Dear Mama. Doesn't feel like it's time for me to come out yet.

Me: Dear baby. If you feel doesn't wants to come out, why you keep on pressing alarm button for me to assume "oohh I think this is it" but then after 20 minutes you off the alarm and I can hear you say "Just kidding hehehe". Its been a month you know!!

Baby: Hello... there is no entertainment in "the house". After all, I can hear my two sisters happily watching cartoon, enjoying their ride every evening. So that's the only game that I can play with you. I can feel your concentration on me every time I pressing the button. And I know not only you, its Ayah too!!hehehehe...

Me: Apsal notty ni?! Blom keluar dah pandai kenakan orang ye! Nak kena babab montot?

Baby: Ahhh ni yg malas nak keluar ni.. ok la Mama. I'm so sleepy after enjoying our breakfast. Just wait la Mama... see you when I see you OK!. Yawn! *stretching his leg and kicking mummy's inner tummy.

Me: Ces!!

Adab or Adat!

Last night, we (me & hubby) reach home quite late. Its 9:15pm. Hubby had to attend meeting with customer and I know he looks exhausted. While we reach home, our house gate ws widely open. Thought Nisa is just playing around and waiting for us. But I was wrong.

Upon step out from the car, my mum shot at us. "Jangan kunci pagar, Mak Teh nak datang". I'm like.. what??..

I'm so pissed off!! Really!! I can't even smile last night. My body was aching.. with rumbles tummy.

I just walk in. Hubby being as cool as he asking me if my mom had informed me about this earlier and of course my answer is "No!". He then tried to looks cool, throw some idea of buying some stuff for the guest. Me losing my coolness just screaming from our unsorted messy kitchen, "Tak payah!! Saper suruh datang time-time camni. Tak reti nak inform awal-awal ke? Siapa bagi izin? Ni tetamu siapa? Pandai-pandai je accept orang datang rumah. Hidang je apa yang ada. Time-time camni pon nak datang rumah orang. Tak pikir ke orang nak rehat"

I think my mom heard that!!

At 9:30PM they still not arrive. And I just can't wait anymore. Every conversation replied with high pitch tone from my throat. End up I walk to upstairs and lock myself in the room. Around 9:45PM they arrive infront of the gate. Mom call at me to "notify" me that the sedara is here. I'm not answering. Not even walks down to just bersalam with them. Until they went home almost 1 hour later. I know its rude.

While lying down, my head keeps on thinking on Adab berkunjung in Islam vs. Adat in malay. Tried to justify, am I do the right things here.

Adat

1. I know, its doesn't portray a good manner of not entertain or accepting visitors some more with sedara-mara.

2. They came from far, and only have a chance to visits you when they are here.

3. Bukan selalu diroang datang.

Adab

1. You should not get into other people house unless is permitted. - In this case - none

2. Visit during suitable hour.- Obviously not

3. As a wife, I have to get permission from hubby before letting people/visitors into our house. - you read as above

Having common malay muslim mother that always priotize sedara mara first "Biar mati anak jgn mati adat" culture and mengamalkan "perkara-perkara biasa" in malays family life, definitely not showing any respect for me as tuan rumah and some more respect to my husband as Ketua Keluarga in the house. I felt so guilty on this. Its no fun having a mother that used and always to give "arahan" to her adik beradik and anak-anak and now do the same thing to her son-in-law. Nasib baik laki aku jenis high-tolerance. But as for me I totally disagree of my mother's action. She just think that because of people yang nak datang is sedara-mara, she simply put a decision that its ok just to let them in without let me or hubby know. Haih!!!

I tried to put the blame on my pregnancy hormones. But I can't. I never inform you that my mother daughter relationship with my mom has never been a good one since I was at secondary school. I won't eloborate more here. As its never show a good example to others.

So semalam was on fire.

I know its not worth for you guys to read this. But I have to blow it out!!!

Caca Marba

Conjunctivitis virus had successfully attacking our family members in the house. Started with Najah then pass to my mum, then hubby and now my turn. Sungguh tak best when you have to experience braxton hicks+conjunctivitis+messy house at the same time.

Our house renovation 95% complete. Tinggal mende remeh temeh je lagi.. I'm slowly cleaning up all the mess that have do with renovation (habuk simen berterbangan etc.etc..). I luveeeee my new kitchen. Sungguh puas hati.... lepas ni no more excuse malas masak from me... heheh.. this weekend already book for house cleaning and preparation for baby's arrival. The only things that I'm not able to complete here is my promise to prep new curtain for 'new brand' Nisa's room. Tak sempat dan tak kose la plak nak merayap ke kedai kain jus for this. Some more not so urgent but Nisa keep on 'pastering' me when should we hang new curtain for her. Hehe....

I hope baby won't make its way out too soon or at least the place is ready for his/her arrival. Will have another appointment with fav Dr. Siti this coming Saturday for my 38 weeks check up and as last check-up 2 weeks ago, baby weigh +-2.8kg and baby has positioned itself for delivery. Even myself already feel discomfort while I have to walk. Terasa seperti ada mende sangkut in between my pelvic bone. Sleepless night for me when I have to turn from other side to another side plus dictracted by kicking legs & arms from Najah. Dah la malam-malam sekarang ni panas... aiyoh!!

Office works reducing for now for me. No more site visit for me. My last visit to Telco customer totally makes them worries about my condition some more while they 'catch' me holding mild pain with braxton hicks. Markah kesian kat gua bos pon have to make do with other resources in the office. With current economic situation, hiring more members is the last opt that management have to do. I've seen colleagues have to stretch out for more works. Kesian for them but sooner or laytur I will be on my maternity leave. Better to transfer current client progress while I'm still around. Already warn them that I'm not picking up any office call for work stuff during my maternity. Heheheh...

I think that's all for now. I know that my updates is not as freq as before. So not sure for next update.. so see you when I see you la...

Here.. there...

Life being so hectic lately both working and personal life hence poor updates from me. So what's new or news from me. Here some updates:

Nisa

This girl can talk, sing, and talk and sing again non-stop for a day. Pretty tired for others just to listen over her school stories or Powerpuff Girls and Powerpuff Girls Z or singing or do some spelling or telling on doodles and so on and so forth...- non stop. So you can imagine us in long or short (pretty enough) journey for us just to listen her.. sometimes it does entertain us.. but when its too much jadi irritating pon ada.. nak buat camne kan? Dah memang talkative... let it be je la...

Najah

This girl was having allergy reactions since after Chinese New Year. She's now under anti-histamine medication. So far she cannot eat seafood stuff (including keropok), cheese & banana. Dah la tu favourite dia. Will see how it goes. According to dermatologist, it will fade away in 6 weeks. But if it still there, she had to go thru blood test.

On Pregnancy

I'm approaching 34th weeks this weekend. So its about 6 more weeks to go. I have not decided which tukang urut that I have to choose...there are a few of them near to my house... thinking of to get them to help me on bathing the baby as well for first 7 days at home... undecided! undecided! Babys' item almost complete.. errr sort off...I'm still looking up for spare parts of my @vent breast pump. Most of the place that I went sez its out of stock... Ordering from UK takes sometimes to get delievered. Seek help from frens at UK.. but postage alone can cost me 30 pounds tak termasuk barang... might as well buy new je kat sini... or may end up buy other brand je la...

Life

Our house now under renovation after 5 years living there without doing any major changes. No kitchen cabinets.. no fancy fence/gates... no fancy painting ...those stuff...its just a plain original house..

Since our kitchen now we felt that its need some major refreshment plus kitchen aid those pinggan mangkuk makin bertambah but no proper place to keep, and our house are getting lusuh every single year with all kulat hitam dinding luar rumah...so with a money in hands we decide to do those things in 1 short. I think its going to be our first and last major renovation to the house.... hehehehe...

So now our dapur sudah pecah... Thanks to self-service laundry that available these days... I may spend 1 hour of my time sitting & lepaking at dobi. Tak kuasa la mokcik nak memberus baju kat rumah tu. dengan perut dah membuyut nih... Lagipon takde tempat nak sidai.. (heheheh alasan...)..

Ok la.. its 15 minutes to 5pm.. getting ready to chow...heheheh...

What's Up?

I bit busy this month. Busy travel at 3 states but alhamdullillah it was over yesterday. My last trip was Kota Bahru but I did not went out for shopping... mak buyung malas nak menjajah.. I apent my 'free' time while waiting my return flight with Masyi my x-mate masa kat Petr0nas dulu... she's also mak buyung (first timer) and both of us may have a baby at the same month and most probably date dekat-dekat... so both mak buyung malas nak menapak and we end up having long cit-cat melepaking ourselves at Yati Ayam Percik... perghhhh... makanan banyak nya... macam pergi pasar ramadhan with all yummy kuih muih and ayam percik, nasi kerabu with varieties of lauk-pauks.. rambang mata ku dibuatnya...

By the way, for me to share a details of my business trip tu agak membosankan la... so a better not rambling on that part...

This month Nisa had loosing 2 of her front teeth. 1 we cabut by ourselves guna teknik tarik with benang but for second tooth, we have to get helps from dentist as her permanent teeth dah overlap with goyang tooth itu... Now Nisa is a bit rongak but not so obvious because her permanent dah start naik.. we really hope that the gigi will back in the position or else she may end up pakai braces la kot besau2 esok...

As this was her first timer visit a dentist , she a bit thrill when have a chance to sit on top of the dentist chair... "Macam dalam cerita Mr. Bean la mama.." Ye la tu... she's a bit calm when the doc put it on some paste (dunno what is that.. malas nak tanya but I think its suppose to have a numbness effect on the gum)... she's a bit busy asking that's and that...itu apa.. ini apa... ye la.. mak nenek... tengah-tengah dia sibuk bercakap tu doc terus plug out her tooth... apa lagi budak manja sorang ni... meraung la dalam bilik tu.. hahahah... Najah witness the scene a bit thrill asking to do at her teeth as well... dia ingat best kot.. tak tahu akak dia menangis tahan sakit...

As of now, doc advise us to keep on monitor on Nisa teeth as her permanent teeth come out faster and possible overlapping with her milk teeth itu sangat tinggi.... nasib doc tu murah je.. sekalik cabut RM20 but may depends la kot.. kalau injection mahal sket kot...

As she's (Nisa) experience loosing her teeth now, for first few hours she had to control her air liur bila bercakap.. asyik tersembur je sebab 'pagar' dah hilang...heheheh...

The good things, as she knows that pulling out the teeth had no fun at all (mama also hate dentist actually).. everytime after she done with brushing her teeth sibuk la suruh orang check gigi dia bersih tak.. ada ulat ke tak... heheheh....

What else.. oh ye.. mak buyung ni dah masuk third trimester... maka at this stage usually sedar tak sedar dah nak bersalin... pray for me please... weekend ni we have set our time to shop some baby stuff... current one yg elok tinggal 10 pasang je baju (day & night cloth) from various of size and age... pulak tu kakak-kakak dia suka la play with cute cloth, mittens and socks dekat teddy bear... maka bila check balik ada la terhilang sebelah... tak cukup situ sini...aiyoh!!!

Owhh.. saya ada berhutang ngan Puan Famy la.. hutang tag... alang-alang tu saya langsaikan kat sini terus la.

7 facts you may not know about me:
- I'm not really a rawker.. I can layan all.. dangdut pon bole
- Anak bongsu in the family but don't feel that way as my 2 sisters got married when I'm 4 years old and I was awarded niece and nephew on my 5th birthday... kecik-kecik dah jadik makcik.. tak best btol... but I'm very close to both of them. Sekepala la katakan..
- Saya ni artis zaman skola rendah dolu-dolu.. very active in school drama, nasyid, and also will take part in every year end performance.. hahahah..poyo je..
- Tak pernah ada multi choice of handbags and shoes... as I wear them until hancur then decide to buy new one...
- Very liat bangun pagi.. not a morning person...
- Tak suka basuh baju, sidai baju, lipat baju, gosok baju, jahit baju... sometimes shopping baju pon benci...
- kecik-kecik dulu kuat melawa.. siap curi lipstik mak buat main... bila dah kerja ni.. nak sapu bedak kat muka ni pon malas..

7 things that scare me:
- Tengok citer Ju'on.. hehehhe... benci arr citer tu..
- Open space at higher place.. aka gayat
- Crawly creatures..eiiii!!
- Reptile dan sewaktu dengannya... eiiiii!!!
- Terpesong fahaman agama...dan sewaktu dengannya.. nauzubillah
- Tempat licin... tak suka tau .. senang jatuh..
- Kena berurut atas urusan perubatan... kalau urut SPA tu saya suka la.. er... ni bersalin ni kena urut lagi.. argghhh tension mokcik!!

7 songs that I like the most:
- Lips of the angel (Hinder)
- Kejora (Search)
- Song for Mama (Boyz II Men)
- Ain't No Mountain High Enough (Diana Ross)
- Mendung Tak Bererti Hujan (Ella & Deddy Dores)
- Total Eclipse OF The Heart (Bonnie Tyler)
- I Love You (Celline Dion)

7 phrases that I say the most:
- Whatever...
- Duhhh!!
- Itu la pasal..
- Hmmm....
- Eh? Suka bapak dia je..
- Apakah!!??
- Oh well...

7 of my precious things:
- My Nikon
- My wedding ring
- My HTC
- My Mr. Saga
- Gambar boyfriend now hubby in my purse.. tehehehe... gambar lama tu...
- My the one and the only handbag
- IC kot hahaha.. kang takde jadik PATI lak!!

7 memorable first timers:
- Pergi Australia specifically to Sydney & Canberra.. sponsored trip hehehhe..
- Pergi Umrah and had to left Nisa for first time... nangis sakan aku.. walhal pergi 2 minggu je.. gua emo sket...
- First time bersalin...with Nisa of course!
- Working at Petr0nas for 5 years with 40 good team mates.. love working with them
- First time naik flight from KT to KL masa umur 7 tahun.. heheh... jakun sungguh masa tu.. tapi yg best dapat special attention je dari abang pramugara yang hensem itu hahahah...
- First time dapat period masa form 2. Dah la hari tu ada kenduri tahlil.. ramai sedara mara... gua pulak first time la dapat menstrual pain itu... dengan sakit+malu+tension sebab semua makcik2 dan cousin aku sibut bertanya.. menci!!
- Of course la kahwin kan.. mesti memorable... kalau tak memorable tu carik pasal la...

Oh itu sahaja...

Sigh!!

...a body at rest tends to stay at rest ..and resist any thought or deed related to work...

In short the BIG M desease in me... oh well..

Pictures taken since november remain in our memory card... I need to transfer at least by end of this week. Wants to share with you guys gambar orang gelak sakan during kenduri kahwin Puan Aie kita... hehehe...

What's new? Nothing much... my tummy getting bigger now.. I'm getting to my 25th week of pregnancy journey... 3 more months for me to enjoy on kicking and punching inside my tummy...


My pocket really cair this month... we'd replaced our old misbehave Perd@na with Rattus norvegicus or Tikus Mondok. We have to do it since our Perd@na sudah suka melepak kat kedai mekanik-ah-meng-kat-simpang-empat-traffic-light-kat-rumah-gua. So this month until end of next month we have to squeeze our expenses to cope with Nisa new year school fees, transportation fees, first service for our Mondok. Also there is a plan from company for me to travel at 2 states. Eventho they going to pay/book for flight but I still need to fork out my own pocket money first for taxi. Ouch! Ouch! Ouch!

As a muslim, we'd celebrate our Muslims new year and another 2 days to go before we celebrate new year for our Gregorian Calendar...So Happy New Year to all.. Wish a good year ahead... For me, I can't wait until April for me to deliver my baby but at the same time I realy enjoy my menstrual-free for now... :-)

On 20 Weeks & Salam Aidiladha

People who didn't know that I'm pregnant start question me now when they bump with my bloaty tummy.

"Eh?? Dah berapa bulan? Bila due?"

"Baru masuk lima..insyaallah mid april next year keluar la.."

"Hah?? Keciknya perut..."

Senyum je le...

Its not that common for me having not so buggy tummy during this stage. I still remember change to maternity uniform when I was at 15 weeks when I was pregnant 2 years back. But for this time, normal cloth still fits me well only a bit streatchy dekat waist area... to be honest sometimes I felt a bit concern on this progress but always tell myself 2 pregancies never be the same...

Eventhough the tummy is not so 'bulky' now... but like any other preggers, I'm now start to feel like Thom@s the tank engine. I'm huffing and puffing when I need to finish my long sentences... I'm huffing and puffing when I need to climb the stairs... I'm huffing and puffing when I need to scream when my two little clones start to fighting and crawling on top each other or whenever when I want them to clear all the toys yg berselarakan di ruang tamu after playtime... time-time cenggini la selalu terlintas kat hati nak amik maid.. bestnya kalau ada... hehehe..

My walking speed sudah getting slower... maklumla dah jadi "kenderaan muatan berat"... this coming Friday I will be on my time-off after berjaya mengorbankan my family times on my 2 Saturdays at client place. Will have a monthly checkup. I need to go thru glucose test as my family records was doing so "well" registring ourselves with diabetes club. I hope the result remain the same as previous years. Plus darah2 dibadanku akan disedut keluar jugak on this Friday for other related test (HIV, blood count bla,bla, bla..yada yada yada).

Oh ya... next week dah nak menyambut Raya Haji... reading on Kak Elisa post in the midst if preparing herself to join Haj Pilgrims this year... membuatkan saya rasa sgt la "cemburu" dengan dia.... rezeki dia tahun ni dapat pergi menunaikan ibadah Islam yang utama itu... bila la pulakkan "turn" kita? InsyaAllah... To Kak Elisa, I don't know if you have a time to bloghop... but just to wish you... Selamat menunaikan ibadah haji... insyaAllah haji mabrur.. semoga selamat perjalanan pergi, ketika menunaikan ibadah dan pulang ke pangkuan keluarga... semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan... amin..

To all... Selamat Menyambut Raya Qurban...

Help!!

Er... ada saper-saper know how to go to Sung@i Ud@ng. Specifically tu Petr0nas Penap1san Sung@i Ud@ng?

If you have complete or proper map, bole share tak and the best route to go there...


Thank you

13 Weeks

Hola!!

I am now 13 weeks pregnant. Which is I have +- 29 weeks more to go....huhuhu...

As of now, docs confirm that my due that is on 24 April 2009.

My belly is getting thicker (or wider) every single week. Soon maybe next 2-3 weeks I shall start wearing my old maternity cloth and maybe need to shopping new pair of cloth since the old 1 dah gila2 outdated and worn out.

Oh oh.. I'm yet telling you my how does my first trimester experience. Well 3 pregnancies experience that I went thru is totally different from each other. With Nisa, I have morning-afternoon-evening-night sickness until she was 9 month old in my tummy. With Najah, I don't really have any problem. The only thing that I can remember was, I was really a bit sensitive and tempered when something doesn't really go in my way. And for this 3rd baby, I have no morning sickness issue only that, tekak ku sentiasa mengembang seperti nak muntah tapi tak muntah everytime I had my meal especially masa nak bukak puasa.

My previous pregnancy episode, I don't have any mengidam makan mempelam muda or sewaktu dengannya. Tapi kali ni, fruit stall is my favourite. Jambu, buah kedondong, mempelam muda.. with serbuk asam or kicap belacan or any related to mencicah, menjadi kegemaran saya. Lucky during this time pregnancy I don't have gastritis attack. Kalau tak mau aku kena nag ngan doc... heheheh... nak buat camne.. this is the only things that can stop me from feeling meloya-kembang-tekak....

What else eh? Oh oh tiring or I should say totally exhausted is still remain in me. Dah la kerja kat ofice ni makin nak tutup tahun makin bersepah-sepah... benci sungguh...

Gender? Tak tahu lagi... but Nisa is looking forward for another girl and hubby and most of everybody else hopping and guessing its a boy sebab nengokkan pattern mengandung kali ni suka makan asam. Apa-apa la labu. As for me I just want to go thru easy pregnancy and delievey and at the same time I want this baby healthy. Cukup la... its too late to decide on to try on any petua to get baby boy or girl ke hape...

That's my update for now. Tak tahu la bila pulak bole update. Oh yes, utk pengetahuan, saya ada menbaca blog cik-cik semua cuma tak de le nak mengomen sangat except if mood nak menulis tu dtg, ada le saya tinggal jejak...

Nanti kalau ada mood & modal saya update lagi ya...

p/s: Macam mana nak kasik "jangkit' to those people request to dijangkiti eh? :p

... yesterday

Thought wants to blog about this yesterday. But I was too busy with chores and plus I was extremely exhausted with this time of pregnancy. Will talk about it later.

Anyway, just to wish to my beloved hubby, Happy 6th Anniversary Sayang. We are 4 now and soon it will be 5 of us (insyaallah). May Allah bless us with good relationship. May our love will blooming over the time. I love you so much...

:-)

Hari ni dah second day kita puasa... Means today is second day jugakla Echa belajar puasa. Yesterday she managed berpuasa until 1:30 PM. Itupon malu-malu je nak bukak puasa.. She was dating with her Ayah surveying for vacuum cleaner... (oouu.. our not so old vacuum cleaner die on us...)

So at 1 plus.. hubby said she making sour face.

"Apsal Echa"

"Echa puasa tapi echa lapar..."

"Nak makan ke?"

"Echa puasa la ayah.. mana boleh makan"

"Takpe Echa belajar puasa... boleh tahan tak ni?"

Diam je... sambil tunduk...

"Lapar sangat dah.... Echa makan la.. esok bole puasa lagi"

"OK..." (muka guilty)



Oh ya.. this is a request from my husband... Hari-hari dok tanya... dah tulis kat blog awak dah? Tulis la.. tulis la...

Cam kena paksa kan? Hahahaha...

Ni ceritanya... I got a present from him.. I think its birthday present merangkap anniversary la ni...

ehehehe... tada!!!

Entah hapa mimpi pon I tak tahu ok... tak expect pon mende ni tau!! I ingatkan dapat le.. berlian ke.. cincin ke... mueheheeheh.. (ni ayat tak hengat dari bini yg ego.. ego... ego...)

Apa-apa pon.. tima kasih lahling... Ai laf yu... thank you for making my day... walaupon adinda mu ini tak reti sebenornya nak pakai kamera canggih ini namun akan ku pelajari la nanti.. so jgn la mengacau dikala adinda mu ini cuba membelek atau membaca manual... muehehehehe...

Terima kasih sekali lagi... tahun depan sponsor lagi...hihihih... muah! muah! muah!

Diamond Club

No. Not that carat club if you think..please scrap it off from your head.

Its quarterly performance appreciation that my company gave to nominated staff (usually by respective Manager) for all the sweat and success that have been thru by their staff. So I was nominated by my Manager for this 2nd quarter performer. Alhamdullillah.

Its just a small function. For this time around I had myself invited to have a dinner with our MD at Khaana Peena.

For token of appreciation, this is what I received:

Ni la orang cakap rezeki anak..:-)

Weekend

Last weekend was busy with bowling tournament and shopping-sakan-baju-raya for kids. For 2 days jugaklah we went to KL for these purposes. I jarang tau masuk KL sejak dah balik kerja kat Subang ni.. plak dah tu dah menetap area Puchong lagi la lemau..

Alhamdullillah all went well. We manage to spent within our budget. Lagipon tengah on mega sale. Dapatla jimat sikit. Both kids are happy with their new baju raya and kasut raya. Si kakak dah pandai demand with the design. Si adik pulak busy on her own attention lari celah2 baju and sometimes get distracted by the toys... tu baru 2 org.. pening-pening. We went to The M@ll. Original plan was Sog0 but the carpark was full. So we change our route to The M@ll. Shopping-sakan la kami kat Parks0n. Good things tak ramai orang. I think because we we arrived its start raining heavily kat luar.

So done with kids. Lepas ni cari baju ayah & mama la plak. I need to buy new pair of shoes. Ayah pon. At least 1 pair baju kurung for me. This year tak tempah. Malas nak pergi tailor. So next round I will be pusing2 around Subang or Shah Alam to get 1 pair baju kurung for me la... Kononnya nak cari yg simple and put in labuci by myself.. tapi rasa2nya diri ini sangat sengap malas yg teramat. Maka angan-angan ku naik jahit labuci sendirik tinggal begitu aja la...

Ok good news to all.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
..
.
.

I'm pregnant!! Tiiihihi...

Muchas Gracias!!

For all the birthday wishes from all of you. Nothing much that I can feel for being three-O now. Still the same old me.. the rawkers in me, the motherhood in me, the manja but-sometimes-irritate wife to my husband, the manja-but-always-degil to my mom and the sporting auntie to among of my nieces and nephews. The most-merepeks woman to my friends and colleagues.

I thankful to Allah for blessing me a good life, a good husband and 2 beautiful kids in my life. I thanks to Allah, I still have my own transport eventho I had 3 more years to clear my debts. I thanks to Allah that I have my own house eventho 87% still own by bank. Thanks to Allah that I still have a job during this recession periods eventho the tasks bring me bored to the death. I'm not complaining. Its a fact. But I need to thankful because of this job I able to pay all my debts, feed my family, buy a good-but-not-expensive shirt, shoes, tudungs and also still can travel here and there but with limited budget. No. I'm not complaining.

Most of all I thanks to Allah that still give me chance untuk merasai nikmat duniawi and at the same time still give me a chance for me learn and give a chance for me to repent on all of my sins. Please forgive me my friends if I did the wrong things to you that may hurt you intentionally or vice versa.

Last but not least, I pray to Allah. That if I can keep my good life in this way ( or in better way). He knows the best.

Amin.

Hmm...

OneRepublic Lyrics

Prep resume... Sending out massively... I want to out from here... I need to move on!!

Wish me luck!

Good Morning! Seriously!

Receives email from my manager this morning

Your allowance is approved for RM200/month, effective 1/8

Har! Har! Har!.. Alhamdullillah... its really a good morning... eventho tak byk but its helps me alot to patch here and there hole in my pockets... pulak tu dah nak raya ni kan...

Alhamdullillah..

I had passed all my exams.
I am now Trend Micro Certified Security Expert

Now I really want to do this pose

Hehehehe....

Exam!!

I dunno how am I suppose to react today. Happy? Frust?

Oh well as mentioned on previous entry I'm taking and exam for technical qualification. Some of you already know that I'm currently pursuing into IT Security or to be specific I'm pursuing in Trendm1cro. I suppose to take my exam (2 papers 1WSS and and also SME(X) exams yesterday. But it was postponed by me due to workload at office. So today, with 1/2 confidence I walk into the exam room. I'm not ready.. at all. With office load and taking care sick baby at home, I have no proper time to study on my own. But I take my chance.

First paper was 1WSS. Its web security features to control virus, spam, phishing or violent content on the website. Usually used by giant company. Exam took about 1.5 hours and alhamdullillah I manage to get 83% (passing mark 70%). I was happy that I pass on my first attempt of exam.. of course bersemangat sikit la...

I took my lunch break and back to exam room 1 hour later and sungguh bersemangat to take my second exam. Eventho this exam expected to be more tough than the first one but again I take my chance.

Again 1.5 hours pass by... semput nak jawab... it do tougher than 1WSS. But I believe that I can pass this exam. Well.. dah le berdebar-debar... I press submit button to finalize my answer. It takes a few minutes for me to load exam result this time. All of people around me anxiously waiting for my result. Towards to the end the page just displayed "Runtime error".... Daymmmn!!!!!

Suspen betul... I relogin to the system and hoping that the system manage to evaluate and record my exam result. My exam result status - failed. I'm like.. ok la.. I have to retake.. that's OK. For at least I tried. So then I checked on detail of my failures.. to know which area that I need to focus before retake the exam. Upon accessing on detail section, it shown that my result is 0%.... wooo hooooo!!!! Cannot be. I called up our exam instructor... and she also unsatisfied with the output shown on the screen. Fortunately (or unfortunately) I'm not alone. The other participant had the same problem.

"Aiyo.. sorry la.. system error. Somehow the system did not captured your result correctly. It lost in the midst of submission. That's why you got that Runtime error message..."

Arrgghhhhhhhhhhh!!! Tension mokcik... If I do really failed.. I don't mind but what if I pass?? Huhuhu....

I replied back "Kamala, I think the good answer that I wants to hear from you is.. sorry the system got problem just know.. by the way.. since this is our error.. lets consider you pass the exam... hehhehe.. can?

"Mana boleh.... ahahhah.... but sorry la guys.. I know la this truly upset you guys a lot... I'm really sorry.. we will shoot the email to the centre to revoke back the exam status.. which we assume you never take the SME(X) exam la.."

Okay la...

I have to retake the exam next Monday... aiyooooooohhhh!!!! Mokcik stress!!!

I chow from the place... stop at my facial saloon nearby to my house.. I have to pamper myself... sambil-sambil itu membuang segala jerawat kat muka nih... sakit siut!!!

Later balik rumah.. Nisa show me a letter from her school. Notification of RM5 increments on their transportation service. Sigh!!! Could not blame them. They have to do it.

Tonight, I need to pack our clothes. We heading back to Kemamang tomorrow for Gong Kapas' Family Family Day. Will be back here on Sunday and I had my exam on Monday...*nail baiting*

*_*

I'm such a sleepy head today..

Najah is not feeling well. Flu and bad coughing last night... me sleepless the whole thru night...

Sent text message to colleague, I will be late to office...

Cover another 1/2 hour naps (just to fulfill my wish to get a good sleep for the moment).. wake up and get showered. Preps Najah's nursery beg and we off to clinic nearby...

1015 drop Najah at her nursery.. me off to work

1030 arrived at office. Walk in. Take an elevator. The doors open and closed. The elevator moving up.
The door open and I walk out. Walk to the cubicle. Switch on my monitor. Check for any latest email.

None.

Minimize windows.

Open up text book. Read thru chapter by chapter. My eyes getting smaller.. I had to complete my readings for at least 2 text books.

Sigh! Exam this coming Thursday... who should I blame..?... ME!.. I'm the one who choose the date!

Had Pari bakar with sayur keladi masak asam.. with air sirap limau cost me RM10.30. The price is climbing now.

Not even continue my reading yet. Too sleepy..... such a bored and sleepy entry.. Yawnnn!!!